My Dear Readers..

My loves,

I'm deeply sorry for not completing what I have begun, but this is a hard time in my life, and hope you guys understand.

I will continue writing whenever I can..

I love you all so much, thank you for your support;*

Please bare with me..

- Alvaro.

A9lan Ana Majnouunak (32)

Sorry for the short posts 7abaybee;*! I didn't want to keep you waiting, so forgive me <3!

Previously:

"Ohhhhh my goooodddd!" I screamed, as I opened the door and ran to the right.

Please God, tell me he's okay.. Tell me he's okay..

Dalia honked the car. I ignored her and continued jogging.

"JOORY! Shga3da tsaweeeen?!" shrieked Jude as she opened the door.

***********

There he was: getting off the car ou wa7d men el 9ebyan ely yeshtighel 3endehoum kan ga3d yesa3dah..

"7amouuuudd!" I shrieked and ran towards him.

He looked up at me. He smiled and opened his arms.

I hugged him, really tight. I buried my head into his chest, and softly cried.

"Joory? Jooryy shfeech?!" He hugged me even tighter.

"7-7-assbaal-l-ii 9-9aar feek shhaiii!" I stuttered as I cried.

"Joory allah yekhaleech latabcheen.. Kaani mafeeni shaii .." He whispered in my ear softly.

He pulled away from me and looked at me. "Joory.."

I looked at him and wiped away my tears.

"Shoufeeni, kani jedaam 3youunich.." He waved. "Feeni shaii?"

I shook my head.

"Feeh shaii maksouur feeni?" He motioned.

I shook my head.

"Khalas! Mafeenii shai! Latabcheen!"

I smiled. He winked at me.

I heard shuffling behind me. I ignored it, knowing that it was Dee and Juju.

"Maynouuna entayy?! Shga3da tsa--" Jude cut her sentence midway. "Uh.. Um.."

"ENTAA!" Dee pointed at him. "Shimsawee bel bint?! Tadree inha yannat ou fashelatna jedam khalg allaah ou sawatlena film hindee?!" She screamed.

I blushed, embarassed, "Chub, Dee."

"La2 jad! Hatha el9iij! Sh9aar feek?!" asked Dalia, confused.

7amoud's face turned red. Fashla 7ag rayyal ena ye3teref ena en6aag ib houshaa..

"Dee, bas khalaas sektay.." I shot a cold glance at her.

"Laa, Joory.. Lech 7ag t3arfeen.." He choked, "Kent brou7y ga3d amshi, welaa sab3aa 6abbaw fougii qachouunii .. Walah madri shloun ou9aflech el wath3.. 7awaalt ya Joory, walah 7aawaalt--"

"Shh bas khalaas.." I comforted him and rubbed my hand against his arm.

He looked up at me and smiled, "Yaaa ba3ad 3umrii! Khiftay 3alaii haa?!" He winked.

"Men9ijek?! Walah agoulekk el bent estekhaffaat!" Dalia growled.

"Emm, ya jamaa3at el khair.." said Jude shyly, "Bas te2akhaar el wagt, ou el9ara7a 9adgounii manabi zaffa mu7tarama men khaltii!"

"Khalaas, entaw dekhlaw dakhel inshalah akalemkoum ba3dain.." He winked.

"Umm.. okay khalas 3ayaal.." I tucked my hair behind my ears and waved. "Yala, see youu!"

I walked back towards the car and climbed in. I slammed the door and took one last look at M7md.

He smiled, revealing two dimples. His eyes twinkeled and showed that he was really happy.

I smiled back and waved.

"Ha, erte7tay al7een?!" asked Juju.

I nodded and looked at my phone, which I left in the car.

38 miss calls.

9 messages.

7 bb messages.

All the miss calls and messages were from Na9er.

Hatred filled my guts at that moment. Shloun chithee tsawe fenii ya Na9er?

Dalia sped inside the shalaih.

*********

Dakhalna el duwaneya ou salammna 3ala elkell. Surprisingly, um 7amoud kanat mawjouda.

"Banat tara ibna7der inshalah bacher fa jahzaw aghrathkoum .." said 3ami 3abdullah.

"3ala amrekk.." I nodded. We spent a LONG time bel shalaiih. It was really fun though.

I got up ou 9abaitlii gahwa 3arabiiya. I cut a piece of cake for myself.

I glanced back at Jude and Dalia, "Tabouun?"

"Eeh please.." Jude said.

"Etha ma3alaiich ammer!" Terameshhat Dalia. I shook my head and giggled.

"Enshalah 7abaybee.." Ga9aitlehoum ou handed them their cakes.

"Khalti, 3ami tabouun ageslekoum?" I asked.

"Eeh walah 7abeebti giseeli shuwaiiya.." Khalti Rania, 7amoud's mother.

"La mashkoura Joory tawnii makel," said 3ami 3abdullah.

I cut a small piece and handed the plate and fork to Khalti Rania.

She smiled and said, "Nakhdemech 3arouus inshaalah!" She winked.

I blushed and smiled.

*********

We headed back up to our rooms and packed our bags. I left out the essential stuff I'm going to be needing for tomorrow.

I wore my comfy Hello Kitty PJ's and slipped under the covers.

I brushed my hair and thought for a while about Na9er.

Shasawee feeh hal walaad? Mahma yegouloun, mahma, 9aar mahma taam... Enta el bedayat, wakher sa7el ou meena!

A9lan Ana Majnouunak (31)

Previously:

I looked to my right, they were still staring at us.

"Ohhhhhh fuck." I said in a low voice.

"Shfeech?" asked Jude.

I looked ahead, and my body stiffed up.

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"SHFEECH?! Latkhar3eenii..!"

I was in utter shock. "AMBAIIIIH! THEY'RE FRIENDSSS!"

"Who?! Whaat ?! JAY! What the hell are you talking about?!" asked Dalia, confused, as she lowered the volume of the music.

"Na9er! 3abdelmi7sen!" I said.

"Huh? Shdaraach?" Jude frowned.

I lowered my hand and pointed behind me, so that they couldn't see me.

There they were, right next to us.. I jerked my head to the right and took a long stare at them.

"Okhhh! It really is them!" said Jude. She realised 3abdelmi7sen was right next to her. She blushed.

Na9er was driving. He wore a black polo shirt and was smiling, not realising that it was ME.

3abdelmi7sen was right next to him, not looking at us. He was too busy texting with his phone. His body was stiff.

Na9er widened his eyes.. Tawa yestaw3eb ena kan ga3d yet7arash ib his own girlfriend.

"What the fuck is the asshole doing?! Does he even know its you?!" asked Dee. She was annoyed, and slowed down the car.

"Tawaa esta3ab el akh.." I said softly.

My phone vibrated. Na9er was calling.

I took a quick glance to my right. Yep, it was him calling. He looked at me and motioned for me to pick up.

I ignored him, and looked straight.

"Step on it." I demanded to Dee.

Dalia dassat.. She turned up the volume on the music.

Abee you9aal khabbar 3anni, le7adouuh qasdii met3anii.. Nessaiit ou jar7 galbii 6aab, ou a9baa7 lee suwaah a7baab! Ou youum inhuu 6aruu lesmouuh, tha7aakt, ou gelt, "Minhu? Hathaak el khayyen el kathaab?!

Uncontiousley, a tear rolled down my cheeks. Mesa7t el dam3aa. Dee quickly changed the song.

Na9er la7agna laii zehag.. Ou Dalia thaye3tah.. Kanat tadri makent aby ashouf reg3att wayha.

**************

As we entered the gate to the shalaih, something caught my eye.

"Digeega, Dalouyy, rej3ay garee.." I said softly.

"Shfeech?" she asked and looked at me.

"Rej3ay digeega!" I demanded.

"Enshalah, enshalaah.." Ghayerat el gaiir ou she looked back as she drove.

The car jerked and stopped. I squinted my eyes.

"Ohhhhh my goooodddd!" I screamed, as I opened the door and ran to the right.

Please God, tell me he's okay.. Tell me he's okay..

Dalia honked the car. I ignored her and continued jogging.

"JOORY! Shga3da tsaweeeen?!" shrieked Jude as she opened the door.

--El Khayen El Kathab, 3abdelmajeed 3abdulah.

A9lan Ana Majnouunak (30)

Congrats;) 30th-post-anniversery baby! THANK YOU ALL FOR THE SUPPORT. I love you!

Previously:

"Wallaah.. Emm.. Madri shagoulech ikhtee.."

I stayed quite. Ambaaih, ambaaih! Satrek yaraab!

"Legaiinah 6aye7 3al arth, kela demaameen.." he answered slowly.

My heart stopped beating. I couldn't breathe.

*****************

My breathing was heavy. I threw the phone to Juju and widened my eyes. Dee dropped everything in her hands and sprinted towards me. I collapsed to the ground.

Ga3adt ash'heg, jad magedart atnasaam..

Dee held me, "JAY.. Shfeech ?! Latkhar3eenii!"

I stuttered.. I couldn't talk..

"Jay! What is it?! Is it Na9er?! Did that asshole did something to you?! Walaah laaaa --"

"Dee.." Jude said softly. She shook her head, "Don't.."

Jude knew what was going on.. Dee insisted to know what happened.

I got up and walked away. I gradually walked faster. The walk turned into a jog. The jog turned into a sprint.

Jude ran after me, screaming, "JOORY! Stop! Waiin ray77aa?!"

I just ran, and ran.

***************

I buried my face in the pillow and sobbed even louder.

Dalia emsa7at 3ala rasi, "7ayati allaah yekhaleech latabcheen.. Matadreen.. Yemkin dagga?"

I shot her a cold look, "Seriously, Dee?"

Jude came in swiftly. She handed Dalia a box of tissues.

"Did the waterworks stop yet?" She asked jokingly. She peeked a look at me. "Oh, dear God! Ma inshefaw 3younich ?!"

"Chub Jude!"

Jude tried cheering me up. She mentioned a couple of funny situations we were in.

"Tathkireen soug sharg? Youm rekathna dakhel el sayara ou gefalna kel el beeban?! WE WERE RUNNING AWAY FROM THEM!" She cracked up.

I giggled. I had to admit, that was pretty hilarious.

A couple of guys were following us around. It got to the point we actually had to run away and get in the car. After we drove off, they were literally running towards us.

"Yalaa ya galbiiiii! Please ghaslayy ou khane6la3.." said Dalia.

I shook my head and wiped away the tears. They helped me wash up and change.

************

We drove off to McDonald's.

"Take away wela taboun teg3edoun?" asked Dalia.

"Mm.. kaifkoum.. Jay?" Jude looked at me.

I played around with the ring on my finger. "Kela wa7d.."

"Tadreen shloun Jay?" asked Dalia.

I looked towards her and motioned, "What?"

She inserted a CD into her Audio System. She turned up the volume.

"Yo butt is mine.. Gonna take it right! Just show your face in broadway light.. I'm telling you on how I feel.. C'MMOOOON! You know I'm baaaaad I'm baaaaaad..REALLY REALLY BAAD! " Dalia screamed away the lyrics.

She took off her jacket, attempting to look seductive. She waggled her eyebrows up and down.

I had to laugh. She knew the first verse of the song cracked me up.

Much to our dismay, the sun roof was open. A car of a couple hot guys paced us. More like in a 'tekana way', really.

Dee ignored them, and continued to sing to the song to me. She pointed at me, trying to give me a que that it was my turn to sing.

I screamed, "CHUBBAY! Yal fahra haddaaay!"

"I won't, until you smile and cheer up! WHO'S BAAAAD?!" She ignored me and closed her eyes, ou indamjat bel ighneya..

"Waii bas bas khalaas!" I laughed.

I looked to my right, they were still staring at us.

"Ohhhhhh fuck." I said in a low voice.

"Shfeech?" asked Jude.

I looked ahead, and my body stiffed up.

-- Bad, Michael Jackson.

My Dear Readers..

So, I was sitting home alone, trying to figure out the assignment I have due tomorrow.

My best friend calls me up on MSN, screaming, and claiming that my blog is getting 'big'. She posted a link, to Live, and Love blog.

The author was advertising my blog, encouraging others to read my blog. I was in absolute shock!

Le2ana bagoulekoum el 9ara7a, akher mara ketabt MEN ZEMAN. I was a bit disappointed, because I was getting much feedback. Thinking you guys didn't like my blog anymore, I stopped writing.

I quickly signed on my blogger account. I saw MANY comments 3ala my posts. Guess what? A smile quickly spread across my face. Jad jad, my readers, I WAS HAPPY.

Thank you so much 3al support 7abaybee.. Ou jad shaja3touni.. Ou wa3ad menii 7agkoum, I will continue posting...

I LOVE YOU! Keep reading bloggers;*!

Yours truly,

-Alvaro xx

P.S.: I'm still shocked.